Woke up in the afternoon, indulged in Michael Jackson's MVs on the DVD with the family before lunch and I had just a few slices of chocolate cake. I didn't feel like eating the packet of roasted pork rice mum bought so I left it where it was, but they were not happy and forced me to eat. Ahh, fuck. I ate a few mouthfuls and stopped, not for consumption. Anyway, I felt weird today. Easily pissed by everything around. I think it's because I missed my pill for yesterday, all in a hurry not to be late. So, I popped two when I woke up. Ragging hormones, hahaha.

I realized that there's always a small part of a person that I hate, even if it's someone close to me. Everyone has their flaws, and I find it hard to accept some of them. I'm not saying that I'm perfect, just that I cannot accept some flaws of others. However, it's not in my nature to let people know what I dislike about them. I can't bring myself to point out anyone's flaws. At least not in their faces. I'll usually gripe about a person to someone else day and night. *B____.

The reason I don't tell anyone what I dislike about them is because it is either too irrational, for example, it's just for my own selfish reasons and that you're not actually in the wrong, OR that I can't bring myself to hurt you by telling you the truth, OR you wouldn't change anyway. I will, however, tell others about it and keep you in oblivion (lol suckers). I guess that makes me pretty hypocritical. But then again who isn't? Everyone has a false front that they put up, the only difference is how much they conceal.

P.S. If you're my friend and you happen to see this post, please don't come asking me what I don't like about you because I probably won't tell you. Sometimes I just can't be bothered to show my disgust.