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//31 October 2007 9:58 PM

I shall start blogging with the first photo: Peishan's unglam photo HAHA!

I went to Singapore Polytechnic the other day wanting to watch the soccer match, but they went to somewhere at Commonwealth I think, so Peishan and I went to watch the basketball match.

Alright now we shall get down to business. MANYLOVES to people who celebrated my birthday with me and those who wished me. THANKYOU! :)

BurgerKing's Herseys cake Yvonne and Yueting bought for me on the pretext of going to the washroom; Ting gave another cake, the size of your toe (lol) and Von gave me a necklace bought from Hongkong; The cake Yanyin bought for me, plus our girls singing the birthday song. Thanks.

Thankyous are also to:
People who shared my presents on the 27th - the Red2 top, De Silver earrings and Nalgene water bottle. Diana and Qingfeng who gave me an angbao. Dear's parents for buying me clothes, earrings and hairclip while they were at Taiwan last week.

And the ultimate:
The red iPod Nano dear bought for me when he was at US!
HOW AWESOME IS THAT!?

Photos galore!

Yesterday was spent with Peishan and Simin at Causeway Point. Coincidentally, dear's friend, Weiteck, was delivered on the same date as me (happy birthday!). Peishan and I relieved our childhood while waiting for Simin to reach. We had Swensen's for dinner and went to take neoprints.

More unglam photos HAHA.

I'm already close to 2days after eighteen! BYE!

//26 October 2007 1:24 PM

I was sorting through my mail and I received this from a friend. Read it.

Dear all, this is my true and real life story, happened near end of 2006, I am an under aged girl who is still sitting for my SPM, I was cheated of my virginity by a man named Darren Fang Kin Chong. I was introduced to this guy through the Internet. After some chit-chat (Messenger and phone calls), This guy dated me out for meet up. MSN ID/ Friendster A/C: fang_darren@hotmail.
He is a very sweet talker. At my age, I really believed what he said to me - how much he loved me and his promises. So, I decided to meet up.

Our 1st date was on Christmas Day 2006. After dinner and movie, he brought me to a pub and introduced some of his friends to me (namely Jason, Alex and Mike). He offered me lots of alcoholic drinks and told me that he would take care of me. That night everyone was so high and I suspected they might have done something to my drink.. because the next day I woke up unsure of what had happened during the clubbing session, and I felt that my private part was very painful and had rashes. I'd lost my virginity!

In the motel, he was sleeping beside me, and he told me that he would take responsibility and would marry me after I graduate. After that night he disappeared for 2 weeks. Finally he called and ask me out. He explained that he was rushing his fashion job so he didn't had the time. He then asked me to have sex with him in the car and blow job to him. It felt really weird! But I think that if you love someone you have to, right? After that day I felt he treated me totally different as before. Before I give my everything to him. Sometimes he doesn't care about my feelings at all. I even had to listen to him sweet-talking to other girls. He said it's a client, but I don't think so. Do you boyfriend or husband simply tell a female 'I miss you dear, you are my sweetheart. Please give me a chance to take care of you. Or.. since the day I first saw you I am very sure that God create you for me'. I wasn't in a very good mood hearing or seeing his smses.

I found my private part becoming worse, itchy and red.

One day, I found a video clip on his phone, with me being raped by his three friends on the first night. This is not fun! I almost turned crazy and was very worried that someday the video clip would be sent out to other people. I am afraid to go out, don't dare to meet people because I feel shamed and regretful.

Today I went to take my body checkup report. The report shows that I been suspected AIDS! The doctor advised me to do the other checkups to re-confirm. I really have no energy to check again. I don't dare to make a police report because I don't know how to face my parents and classmates. But I've decided to spread this mail to share my story. I feel like leaving this world. This guy has darken my future and my bright day. I find myself dirty!

Some of the conversation in msn:

Eat Duck Bitter Middle Bitter,Than Direction People Upper People. says:
...anyway...can u gv me a chance?
Eat Duck Bitter Middle Bitter,Than Direction People Upper People. says:
i just love u...onli u...how come got other gals???
Eat Duck Bitter Middle Bitter,Than Direction People Upper People. says:
I will take care of you in my whole life.. please let me protect you.

It's not my friend by the way, she just forwarded it to me. I like the guy's MSN display name though, haha. But is it me, or is there something wrong with the translation uh?

I can't say I don't empathize with the girl but either this really happened to her, or the guy must have been her worst enemy. She also posted the guy's photos, and from what I know he's working in some salon at Bugis. I've decided not to post them here because I'm a pussy, and I don't wanna be sued if this is not the real thing

Yesterday I had a badminton session with friends during our 2hour break in between classes, and I had an abrasion on my finger because of the tremendous pressure I used to hold the racket. Woe is me. I'm stupid, I know.

//25 October 2007 10:23 AM

I forgot to check my timetable yesterday thus I just found out that I have no lab session at nine, and the next lesson's at one. I woke up at 7:30am and sleepy as fuck now, but I didn't want to go back to dreamland because I'm beginning to appreciate waking up early in the morning. My mum wanted me to accompany her to the market to help carry stuffs and I went along because there wasn't much I can do at home.

I've sign up at Tatarah.com and I can't wait to bid! Haha, but there has to some restraining especially when there's a processing fee of 2bucks per bid. Oh well, we'll see as it goes.

//24 October 2007 5:50 PM

HELLO WORLD.

Bad news. I skipped school today - completely forgotten about the class meeting with our mentor.

Good news. She was apparently too busy to meet up.
Thank god, else she might check and discover someone tapping in lectures for me. Not good.

Anyway I wasn't slacking at home. I woke up and settled my blogskin. It's not really appealing, but it'll do. I just like the idea of blue against black. It took about an hour, and I had to search for my links because I forgot to save the previous skin before deleting. I also did my homework which I've got to hand in tomorrow. Still half done due to my procrastination.

I have nothing more to say.

On a side note.. Boyf called 5times while the phone was charging, sorry!
I called him back twice as many times but he didn't pick up either. =/

//23 October 2007 9:16 PM

Heck. I can't upload photos to my computer now because my card reader is faulty. Still I have to blog, lest someone complain I haven't update after so long. A new semester has started, and everything is going rather smoothly I guess. The lecturers are real fun this time, compared to previous semesters.

Oh, my computer was just sent for repair a few days ago because it was fucking up and it's supposed to be alright now, but yesterday it auto-restarted itself thrice. Today was successful though. Anyway I'm letting it run an update now. It's sure as hell lagging my computer, but oh well - what can I do?

I reached in the afternoon, showered, did my homework for awhile (the sky must be falling due to this miraculous feat), and here I am at the computer attempting to relax. I feel the dark clouds are going away, and the emotional storm that I have been experiencing is slowly disappearing.

I get to see boyf on Thursday! :) He's forever busy zzz.

//08 October 2007 1:06 AM

This is going to a short entry, because I am tired and I have work tomorrow afternoon. Yet to call up Loreal also, damn.

Yesterday. I went to boyf's house for a while before going out to meet the people at Boon Lay's control station, headed down to Marina Square, had some drinks at Gloria Jean's and did some window shopping at the same time waiting for Hockyong, Weixiang and Kexin. Had my name on the waiting list of YukiYaki but we couldn't do much while waiting so decided to join the queue at Sakae Sushi. In the end we went back to YY because they were faster than SS, haha. I must say YukiYaki is better than Seoul Garden in some way or another. It has a greater variety of food and the best thing is, everything doesn't get burnt as easily. Could have been more fun if we played with the ice-cream, though.

Photos up next: (Some are taken from Kexin's blog because I didn't take much.)

Today's afternoon was spent reading The Joy Luck Club by Amy Tan. It is something you get to read only in Literature class. I took it from my brother and I think the book doesn't really make sense, but to heck with it. Boyf came over and dad drove us all to The Central. Nothing interesting there, except the beat-boxing guy. We went to Riverside Indonesian Restaurant for dinner, where my dad's friend's wife work, and we had a whooping 40% discount. It helps too, when the boss is your colleague 16458673 years ago, because our bill totalled to less than 50bucks.

Somehow this picture of my brother reminds me of Weixiang yesterday, VHROOM VHROOM! HAHAHA.