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//26 October 2007 1:24 PM

I was sorting through my mail and I received this from a friend. Read it.

Dear all, this is my true and real life story, happened near end of 2006, I am an under aged girl who is still sitting for my SPM, I was cheated of my virginity by a man named Darren Fang Kin Chong. I was introduced to this guy through the Internet. After some chit-chat (Messenger and phone calls), This guy dated me out for meet up. MSN ID/ Friendster A/C: fang_darren@hotmail.
He is a very sweet talker. At my age, I really believed what he said to me - how much he loved me and his promises. So, I decided to meet up.

Our 1st date was on Christmas Day 2006. After dinner and movie, he brought me to a pub and introduced some of his friends to me (namely Jason, Alex and Mike). He offered me lots of alcoholic drinks and told me that he would take care of me. That night everyone was so high and I suspected they might have done something to my drink.. because the next day I woke up unsure of what had happened during the clubbing session, and I felt that my private part was very painful and had rashes. I'd lost my virginity!

In the motel, he was sleeping beside me, and he told me that he would take responsibility and would marry me after I graduate. After that night he disappeared for 2 weeks. Finally he called and ask me out. He explained that he was rushing his fashion job so he didn't had the time. He then asked me to have sex with him in the car and blow job to him. It felt really weird! But I think that if you love someone you have to, right? After that day I felt he treated me totally different as before. Before I give my everything to him. Sometimes he doesn't care about my feelings at all. I even had to listen to him sweet-talking to other girls. He said it's a client, but I don't think so. Do you boyfriend or husband simply tell a female 'I miss you dear, you are my sweetheart. Please give me a chance to take care of you. Or.. since the day I first saw you I am very sure that God create you for me'. I wasn't in a very good mood hearing or seeing his smses.

I found my private part becoming worse, itchy and red.

One day, I found a video clip on his phone, with me being raped by his three friends on the first night. This is not fun! I almost turned crazy and was very worried that someday the video clip would be sent out to other people. I am afraid to go out, don't dare to meet people because I feel shamed and regretful.

Today I went to take my body checkup report. The report shows that I been suspected AIDS! The doctor advised me to do the other checkups to re-confirm. I really have no energy to check again. I don't dare to make a police report because I don't know how to face my parents and classmates. But I've decided to spread this mail to share my story. I feel like leaving this world. This guy has darken my future and my bright day. I find myself dirty!

Some of the conversation in msn:

Eat Duck Bitter Middle Bitter,Than Direction People Upper People. says:
...anyway...can u gv me a chance?
Eat Duck Bitter Middle Bitter,Than Direction People Upper People. says:
i just love u...onli u...how come got other gals???
Eat Duck Bitter Middle Bitter,Than Direction People Upper People. says:
I will take care of you in my whole life.. please let me protect you.

It's not my friend by the way, she just forwarded it to me. I like the guy's MSN display name though, haha. But is it me, or is there something wrong with the translation uh?

I can't say I don't empathize with the girl but either this really happened to her, or the guy must have been her worst enemy. She also posted the guy's photos, and from what I know he's working in some salon at Bugis. I've decided not to post them here because I'm a pussy, and I don't wanna be sued if this is not the real thing

Yesterday I had a badminton session with friends during our 2hour break in between classes, and I had an abrasion on my finger because of the tremendous pressure I used to hold the racket. Woe is me. I'm stupid, I know.